Weathered Storm

I'm sorry if I can't bend If I'm incapable of being soft You see this world has worn and weathered the stone that was once my heart. There's so much I've never spoken Things I kept locked up Please don't judge me to harshly if I'm afraid of opening up It's that look of pity,... Continue Reading →

I will no longer hate you

Times are changing and I'm entering a new, super scary path in life. On the one hand, I'm starting my summer seminar on Monday - 6 wks living on campus and preparing for grad school applications, the GRE and working on a super long writing sample (disability as monstrosity and multicultural feminismsim). I have 6... Continue Reading →

Things I Wish I Said

I wish I could tell you all the things that are racing through my mind Ask a million questions But in the end, I will never really know why I wish I could bring myself to hate you Yell the things I wish I said But I could never intentionally hurt Not the way that you hurt me I know you feel defeated, so I'll keep these words with me.

Confessional

He gave me an excuse to travel more. To escape the feelings I longed to ignore But I feel a restlessness A fire in my bones The need to explore You, this, the ocean... A confession of my own Forgive my hesitance My inability to express myself in your presence Forgive the unwavering distance I... Continue Reading →

Unfortunately I Did

Can a wish fix a broken heart? Did you know what you were doing when you broke my heart? Can you tell me, did you plan to hurt me from the start? Was I some kind of conquest? Some sick little game? Was I some stupid fool you could make fun of and play? Well... Continue Reading →

Please Let Me

Unchain me Release me from the prison of my own making Let me feel your anger, The sting of you lashes, the snap of your whip Please   Unbind me Release the ties that hold me back from my own desires Let me taste your strain. Scorch me with the heat of your skin. Please... Continue Reading →

Uncaged

You cage me with your words, Held me captive like a butterfly. But the beauty of it was only meant to last for a few weeks. You tried to stop my dance, Controlling every half step and beat. But the music was always in my heart. Your hands, once sweet and gentle Even in the most... Continue Reading →

My Release

Your words unnerve me, they tumble in my mind Wreaking havoc on my heart   Your actions undo me, they cause a pounding in my chest Leaving physical marks that you were there   A reminder I can’t escape you, your presence   Your mouth frees me, it starts a fire in my soul Scorching... Continue Reading →

I Submit

Oh God! I'll submit Your hands on me Your teeth graze my skin smack... A slap on my ass Your words; filthy poetry in my ear Weave your hands in my hair, Tug my head back Remind me I'm yours Claim me, destroy me, own me... Fuck me I submit

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