I'm sorry if I can't bend If I'm incapable of being soft You see this world has worn and weathered the stone that was once my heart. There's so much I've never spoken Things I kept locked up Please don't judge me to harshly if I'm afraid of opening up It's that look of pity,... Continue Reading →
Times are changing and I'm entering a new, super scary path in life. On the one hand, I'm starting my summer seminar on Monday - 6 wks living on campus and preparing for grad school applications, the GRE and working on a super long writing sample (disability as monstrosity and multicultural feminismsim). I have 6... Continue Reading →
I wish I could tell you all the things that are racing through my mind Ask a million questions But in the end, I will never really know why I wish I could bring myself to hate you Yell the things I wish I said But I could never intentionally hurt Not the way that you hurt me I know you feel defeated, so I'll keep these words with me.
He gave me an excuse to travel more. To escape the feelings I longed to ignore But I feel a restlessness A fire in my bones The need to explore You, this, the ocean... A confession of my own Forgive my hesitance My inability to express myself in your presence Forgive the unwavering distance I... Continue Reading →
Can a wish fix a broken heart? Did you know what you were doing when you broke my heart? Can you tell me, did you plan to hurt me from the start? Was I some kind of conquest? Some sick little game? Was I some stupid fool you could make fun of and play? Well... Continue Reading →